Hope

I am becoming increasingly excited for the future. For so long I was going down what seemed to be a dark tunnel with one thing at the end a career in pharmacy. Not only have I been disappointed twice with going through the application process and ending up empty handed, by following down this dark tunnel I wasn't able to see the smaller more scenic path over to my left. In discovering this path I have realized a career in nursing is something I think I could obtain and excel in. I feel almost at ease with this new option because I don't have to worry about the failure if pharmacy doesn't work out. The true question will be...Am I going to be able to get into a nursing school? I am on a mission to be more positive. I constantly think the worst is going to happen to avoid being let down. From this point on only the best things are in store for me, I deserve it. In analyzing why I am never positive I think it is because if I tell myself and other people things aren't going to work out then when they don't I don't have to explain anything I can simply say...See I told you, I knew it wasn't going to work out. Not anymore. I believe good things are about to come my way and this time when it happens I can say I told you so!! I knew I was destined for this to happen, whatever it may be.